Daized

The last couple of days/weeks have been brutal. Lauren has been extremely well behaved, but things to do with my Brother have not been so wonderful.. I don't really know where to begin, but the in the last while my life has been turned completely upside down. My cousin Bev whom I used to be very close with has totally disowned me as her family member. She said that my Brother was a disgrace to God and humanity itself. Then she called me a life wrecker for having a child so young. She brought me to tears as she ranted on and on about how I was incapable of raising my daughter, and that I should have done the right thing and given her up for adoption. She said so many hurtful words that have been haunting me ever since. I feel like I'm numb. My whole family is falling apart.